Sorry I haven't been writing much lately. Not really sure what to talk about I guess.
I have had some exciting things happen recently. I got a new job, just part time, but I am excited to be working again.
We also took a week-long trip to Mexico for our 5 year anniversary at the end of May that was just heavenly.
Otherwise, not much new in our lives.
I recently thought I was pregnant. Like, until yesterday. I "thought" I was late (didn't know the exact day of my LMP). My breast were sore, I was feeling pulling sensations in my uterus, just like with my c/p. But when I went to the bathroom yesterday I wiped and it was red and I started feeling crampy.
Made me glad I didn't buy a test, but I have been unbelievably sad since. I just thought that maybe, for once, things were coming together in a good way and my hope was crushed.
I am just really down in the dumps today.
2 comments:
I do this almost every month. We can't help but hold out hope!
Oh Jaime, I'm so sorry :( I was really holding out hope that you'd get that miracle BFP after your trip. I'm still holding out hope for you that it will happen! ((bighugs))
*jenjen*
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